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♥ Wednesday, May 19, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

This Blog Will Be Closed~

And Will Never Reopen Again~

It Is My Decision~

I Think It Would Be Better Than I Had Closed It~

Let The Pass Be The Past~

^^

Hope Everyone Could Understand~

Will Create A New Blog Soon~

New Blog With New Life~

Fighting~!!!!

9:32 AM

♥ Monday, May 17, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

❤ 我的决定 ❤

对不起，
我没问过你，
就自己做下这个决定，
对不起，
我不知道我说了多少次的对不起，
因为我真的不想再失去你，
我的姐妹们，
给的劝告都是该放弃了，
我的好友，
也说不要再给同样的人伤害第三次了，
但是，
始终我还是决定不放弃，
除非你先放开我的手，
否则我是不会放开的，
因为你真的是我的一生了。

你知道吗？
那天晚上我真的很害怕，
我真的很怕，
我的心里是在战抖着，
我不知道为什么，
我就不敢，
我的勇气，
消失了，
最后，
我哭了，
那时你说的每一句话，
我都记得了，
只是我不要，
我选择不相信，
我真的不相信，
我知道你不会的，
全都是我的错，
问题一早就发现了，
只是我一直不敢说，
一直静静的自己承受，
结果现在，
事情变成这样了，
都是我，
是我害的，
要是我早点把事情说出来，
我们就不会改成这样了，
都是我，
对不起，
对不起。

请原谅我，
我真的不想放开我的手，
只要你不放开，
我是不会放开的，
我会一路走下去，
再多难走，
我都会走下去的，
只要一路上有你，
多难抗，
多辛苦，
多难受，
我都不会放开的，
请原谅我，
逃开你的视线，
因为我真的不敢，
也不知该如何，
对不起，
我没有勇敢面对，
我还是选择逃避，
请你让我相信，
这世界上有天长地久，
可以吗？
让我再次相信，
好吗？

还有23天，
我们一起继续走下去，
好吗？
什么问题，
我们一起面对，
我们一起决绝，
好吗？
可以吗？
可以吗？
拜托，
我们继续努力走下去，
好吗？

7:37 AM

♥ Saturday, May 15, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

At The End Nothing Much Special Happened Again~
And He Is Still The Same~
And I Am Tired Of Waiting~
I Waited And Waited~
I Called And Called~
No A Single Call~
No A Single Sms~
At Last~
I Cried Again~
Sorry~
I Promise To Myself Not To Cry~
But I Just Cant~

Now We Are More Like Friend Than Couple~
No~!!!
Is Stranger~!!!
I Tried And Tried To Tell You Everything~
But What I Get~
You Just Ignore Me~!!!!
Like I Am Nothing~
The Morning Call~
I Think My Job Is Just To Morning Call You~
And Wake You Up~
Then Nothing Else~
You Never Ask Me Something Else~
I Am Waiting You To Ask Me~
But At Last No~
And I Am Tired~

I Dont Know What Are You Thinking~
Did You Hate Me Ady?
You No Longer Love Me Anymore?
Am I Annoying You?
Am I Nothing To You?
I Really Dont Get~
My Heart Broken And Broken~
I Try To Glue Back~
But You Break It Again And Again~

G9 Sms~
You Had Long Time Dint Say Good Night To Me~
And I Was Waiting For It Every Night~
I Waited And Waited For It~
But No No No~
I Am Really Tired Of Waiting~

I Thought I Could Pretend Like Nothing Happen~
Coz You Did It To Me~
Although I Meet You On The Evening~
I Pass By Yours Shop~
But You Seem Like Nothing Happen Between Us~
You Talked With My Friend~
And Ignore Me~
And I Just Keep Quite~

I Even Dream About You Today~
I Dream That You Are Leaving Me~
I Am Scared~
I Sense Something From It~
I Cried Again~
Crying Is The Only I Could Do Now~

I Am Really Tired Now~
Really Really Tired~

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

To My Friends~
I Know You Guys Will Be Angry Again~
Especially Siew And Alvina~
I Know I Had Promise~
Choose To Be Happy~
Dont Worry~
This Will Be The Last Time~
I Will Be Happy Soon~
Sorry My Friends~

7:44 AM

♥ Friday, May 14, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

❤ CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY ❤

Happy Happy~
Although There Is Something I Am Not Happy With It~
But Choose To Be Happy~
Cikgu Rose Teach Me This~
No Matter What Happen~
Try To Be Happy~
So You Life Wont Be Complicated~
Thank Teacher~
^^
Sorry For I Skip Your Class Today~
And I Dint Pass Up My Journal~
:p
Sorry~
Wuhuu~
It Was Bored At Home~
Really Bored~
I Study PA~
Coz That Is The Only Text Book I Got~
Sleepy Subject~
LaLaLaLaLaLaLaLa~
Speaking English With Daddy Just Now~
Broken English~
Trying To Improve~
Biology~
Should I Have It As My Extra Subject?
Thinking Thinking~
Daddy Allow It~
Seem I So Like Biology~
But I Have To Self Study~

Bla Bla Bla~
Erm...
Dont Know What To Do Now~
Bored Bored Bored~
>,<

2:03 PM

♥

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

Did You Know~
I Need You Everytime~
I Need Your s Support For Me~!!!!
I Had Try Not To Give Up~
It Is Twice~
But You Just Seem Dont Care~
I Am Tired Of Waiting~
Waiting For You Everyday, Everyhour, Everyminute~
Sometime Waiting Is Really A Hard Time~
I Need You~!!!
I Need To Talk With You~!!!
I Need To Hug You Right Now~!!!
But You Are Just Look Like Dont Care Again~
I Hate When You Just Ignore Me~
Like I Am Invisible~
Like I Am Empty~
My Heart Is Bleeding When You Do It To Me~!!!
Did You Know~!!!
You Never Know~
I Called You Everyday~
I Just Want To Talk With You~!!!
Ya~!!!
Is With You~!!!
I Hope You Could Tell Me What Happen To You Everyday~
I Hope You Could Ask Me What Happen To Me Everyday~
I Need It~!!!!!!!!
I Really Need It~!!!!!!!!!!
And I Need You Support~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I Could Keep Going~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Am Acting I Am Tough~
But I Am Not~!!!!!!
I Need You~!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I Miss You So Much~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please~
Stop Treat Me Like This~
Can You?
Please~
I Am Hurting~
My Heart Getting Hurt And There Is Scars~
Please~
I Am Begging You To Stop~
Please~

6:40 AM

♥ Thursday, May 13, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

>,<
Another Tired And Sleepy Day For Me~
***Crack***
I Was Very Sleepy While In My BM Class~
The Teacher Is Bored~
The Subject Is Confusing~
And It Was Three Period~
2 Hours~
And I Have To Sit There For 2 Hours~
It Is A Hard Time For Me~
Coz I Cant Sit Still One~
Even For Half Hours~
I Like To Walk Around And Kicking Others Chair~
WuHuu~
:x *Bad Girl*~
I Wear Baju Kurung Again Today~
Hate Wearing Baju Kurung Actually~
Coz It Is Hard To Walk Around~
Cant RUN~!!!!
That Is The Main Point~
I Will Skip Tomoro Class~
Yeah~
Daddy Allow It~
As Long I Am Study At Home~
For Now~
I Am Studying PA~
A Bored And Sleepy Subject~
>,<
Everything Is Bored And Sleepy For Me Now~
Coz I Am Still Not In The Mood~
Still In Honey Moon~
There Are Still 27 Days More~
After 12 O'clock Later Will Be 26 Days~
Erm...
I Am Thinking How To Celebrate~
But I Dont Know Everything Could Go Perfectly In Plan?
Hope I Would~ ^^
Tomoro Is Friday~
Finally Weekend~!!!!
Yeah Yeah~
Plus I Skip Tomoro Class~
Three Days Holiday For Me~
Wakaka~
Maybe Monday I Am Not Going Too~
They Celebrate Teacher's Day~
I Dont Want To Waste My Time There~
Better Stay Home And Study~
The Only Thing I Can Study Now Was PA And Geo~

Oh Ya~
Today Special Is~
Ours PA Teacher Give Us One Math Subject~
I Dont Know How To Count It~!!!
They I Keep Look At The Question~
Again And Again And Again~
Finally I Get It~
It Is Simultaneous Equation~
O.o * Face Cramp*
That Was My Favorite Part In Math Or Add Math~
Hahaha~
I Use 15 Min To Solve The Question~
So Long~
>,< *deh deh deh*
It Was 6 Month I Dint Do Math~
My Otak Is Not Active~
Luckily Not Rusting~
Wakaka~
So I Break My Record 15 Min To Solve One Simple Math Question~
My PA1 Teacher Is Cute~
And She Is So Young~!!!!
Very Young~!!!
Oh My~
I Forgot Her Name Dy~
Although She Is Malay~
But She Is Quite Good~
^^
Thank Teacher~

So What Now~
Sleepy~
12 O'clock Is Coming~
Ngu Kai Huao Birthday Is Coming~
Shelley's BF~
My Pig's Best Friend~
>,<

Happy Birthday~!!!!
Wish You All The Best Then~ ^^

11:42 PM

♥

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

❤ 爱情不相信眼泪 ❤

爱流泪不是不坚强，不流泪也并非最坚强。流泪，是一种人

的情绪释放，一种表达内心情怀的情感本能。爱流泪，或许是泪腺发达的天性，又或许是情感脆弱，喜极而泣的情绪发泄。

爱情是不相信眼泪的，无论是汪汪，一泄千里，顺流直下的汩汩泪的汪洋，还是如断线珍珠，一颗，一颗，晶莹剔透的泪滴，在坚贞爱情的堡垒里，眼泪，不过就是一种情绪的释放，调节情绪的情感渲泻。

人的一生中，流泪的时候，一般都主要以表达内心的悲痛，伤心，病痛，喜悦为主。当人们的情感达到了一种人们自身所能承受的肉体上的，心灵上的极限时，流泪，就成了人们发泄，表达内心情感的发泄机器了。

爱情不相信眼泪，却总也难以脱逃掉眼泪的浸润，喜极而泣，酣畅淋漓的为了谁，哪件最值得无怨无悔的事，而泪流满面，也是无可厚非的。

爱流泪并非是不坚强的表现。但是，能够为了某一件事，或是某一个人而酣畅痛快的泪如雨下，也是一种性情使然。不必大惊小怪，也不必感到稀奇稀罕，只要不是在大庭广众之下，不分青红皂白，不分场合，时间，空间环境的眼泪横飞。流泪，也是发泄情绪的途径之一。

自古以来，就有好男儿有泪不轻弹的流芳百世的说法。在坚硬如铁的男儿心背后，也同样隐藏着一丝和柔弱的女儿心一样的柔情。不要说好男儿，从不流眼泪。在好男儿的眼眶中，也同样天生隐匿着和柔情似水的好女儿一样的珍贵眼泪珍珠。

不同的，只是，好男儿流的是用心灵之花浸染的鲜红的泪。这种泪，就是好男儿用一颗坚强的心，深深将眼中的泪转幻为一颗带着满身伤痕累累，流着殷红鲜血的魂灵。

坚韧不拔的好男儿的心里面，从来流的是血，不是每一个人都可以了解的。好男儿不是不流泪，而是有泪不轻弹。但，无论是好男儿还是好女儿，都一定坚信，真爱的拥有的旅途征程，并非都是平坦顺畅的。只有将眼泪转换成坚强的信念，在这个美丽的人间，在激情燃烧的岁月的抚顺下的人间大地温情和温暖。

既然如此，真心相爱，真心拥有的人们，在无人的夜深袅袅的岁月孤寥的守候站台中，风餐露宿，尝尽人间的风霜和寂寞，又如何？

真爱，拒绝谎言，谢绝暧昧。真爱，不需要甜言蜜语。真爱，只相信心灵之花的真情释放。

4:36 PM

♥ Wednesday, May 12, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

Headache Now~
>,<
I Am Tired~
Going To Sleep Early Today~
I Wear Baju Kurung To School Today~
Everyone Say It Is Weird~
Even Myself Also Feel Weird~
Have To Walk In Polite Way~
WEIRD~
Everyone Say That I Am Weird When I Wear Baju Kurung~
And Also I Was Fat And Short~
It Was Funny Too~
FUNNY~
>,<
Mommy Laugh At Me This Morning~
And I Cant Run~!!!
But I Got No Choice~
Will Make My Black Skirt Tomoro Or Friday~
Sienzzz~
Nothing To Blog Today Actually~
Coz I Was Tired And Going To Sleep Soon~
Good Night~ ^^

10:44 PM

♥ Tuesday, May 11, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

❤ Mommy's Birthday~!!! ❤

It Was Mommy's Birthday Today~!!!
Hahaha~
I Almost Forget It~
I Juz Remember When I Reached Home After School~
It Was 11 May~!!!
And I Tell Daddy~
Daddy Also Forget About It~
Hahaha~
XD
Sorry Mommy~

Me And Daddy Planing To Give Mommy Surprise~
We Told Mom 6.30 Go Out Later~
Be Prepared And Get Ready~
Mommy Keep Ask Me Go Where?
Got People Marry Ar?
Hahaha~
I Just Say Ya Ya Ya~
Just Go Get Ready~
Shoo Shoo~
XD
Then About 6.30~
We Go Out~
1st Destination~
Tong Lok Restaurant~
Dint Open~
Then "Bocor Rahsia"~
Mommy Know Dy~
2nd Destination~
Waterfront Seafood Restaurant~
Dint Open~
What Happen?
Why All The Restaurant Dint Open?
Our Last Destination~
Pasar Malam~
>,<
No Other Place~
So There Is The Last Place~
Maggie And Happy Garden~
Daddy Dont Like There~
So Cancel~!!!

Happy Birthday Mommy~!!!!
Sorry For Scolded You This Morning~
And Forget Your Birthday~
Sorry~
I Love You Mom~
Forever And Always~!!!!
Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You~
^^
Muakzzz~~

Happy Birthday Mom~

I Love You~

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Chat With Shelley Just Now~
Thank A Lot Shelley For Yours Advise For Me~
I Know I Should Not Think Too Much~
And Choose To Believe Him~
I Know That~
I Always Telling Myself That Too~
^^
I Will Keep Going And Do Well~
Thank You Ar~
Shelley Having Gastric Now~
Oh No~
Hope She Get Well Soon~
Take Care~!!!!

Tomoro Bk Will Go Form6~!!!
Yeah~!!!
Happy About It~
Called Gracie's Mom On Afternoon~
And Had Told She How To Change Gracie Form6 Stream~
Yeah~
One More Friend Will Coming~
^^
Mandy Will Come On July~
She Not Sure Which Class Is She Going To~
She Will Have Orientation~
If I Got Orientation~
Daddy Allow Me To Skip It~
Yeah Yeah~
Tomoro Will Wear Baju Kurung To School~
Thank To Bk For Helping Me To Find Baju Kurung~
Thank Very Much~ ^^
Tomoro Going To School With Bk's Car~
YuHuu~
Suddenly Feel Excited~
>,<
On Call With My Pig Just Now~
It Been Long Time Dint Meet Him~
And Dint Heard His Voice~

I Miss Him~!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

10:03 PM

♥

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

Wakakaka~
Woke Up On 5.15 am~
Early~!!!
>,<
I Hope I Could Continue Sleeping~
But Cant~
Have To Wake Up~
My Holidays Really End Le~
No More Holidays~
So Went To School Wearing My White Shirt And Pinafore~
That Stupid Eric~!!!!
Argh~!!!!!
Kanasai~
Spoiled My Mood On Early Morning~
Really Kanasai~!!!!
I Not Yet Comfirm Enter Form6 Mah~
Sure I Wear Pinafore 1st La~
If I Do The New Black Skirt~
Then Next Month I Go Out For Study Ler~
U Pay Me Back The Black Skirt Ar?
Really Stupid~!!!!
Hate You~!!!!!
Luckily My Mood Quite Good That Time~
If Not Really Quarrel Wif Him Liao~
Celaka Betul~
Hng~
Whatever~
Do I Care What You Say~

I Enter Economy Class~
^^
Which Daddy Really Want Me To In~
Luckily I Was In~
But A Lot Of Malay~
>,<
And There Are Only 5 Chinese In That Class~
HuHuHu~
Waiting For Gracie To Come~
Have To Call Gracie's Mom Later~
To Inform She How To Change Gracie's Stream~
Today Everything Doing Well~
But It Was Sleepy~
A Lot Of Ceramah~
I Am Home Now~
And Skip Afternoon Ceramah~
Bored~
Better Stay Home And Sleep~
Blek~
I Dont Care~
If You Want Give Me E-Discipline~
Then Just Give~
You Want To Deduce My Mark Then Just Deduce~
:p

Today Is Mommy Birthday~
Almost Forget~
Argh~
Quarrel With Mommy This Morning Too~
Sorry Mom~
And I Dont Mean To Go Against You~
And I Dont Mean To Forget Yours Birthday~
Sorry~

Happy Birthday Mommy~
^^

I Love You~!!!

Headache Now~
Going To Sleep Later~
Bye Bye~ ^^

2:22 PM

♥ Monday, May 10, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

Went To Form6 Registration Today~
A Bit Forcing Myself To Go~
:x
Hahaha~
Coz I Was Lazy And Sleepy~
I Hope My Holidays Could Extend~
*Wish To The Star Everyday But Never Comes True*
Erm...
Actually No Comment For My Old School~
Everything Seem Remain The Same~
And The Service Is Still Laosy~
They Never Punctual In Time~
That Why I Dont Like It~
Luckily Me, Irene And Meng Hann Went To Have Breakfast 1st~
So We Went To Registration On 10.++~
Hahaha~
Late~
There Say 9.00 Must Reach School~
Blek Blek Blek~
Do I Care~
:p
Then The Taklimat On Afternoon~
Really Kanasai~
Daddy Accompany Me Go For Taklimat~
Luckily My Dad Is Smart Enough~
^^
He Direct Ask The Teacher What He Want To Ask~
And Ask For Which Class Better~
And Science Student Change To Art Side~
Will Be Difficult Or Not~
And Ask For The Subject Too~
Wakaka~
XD

I Choose Economy Class~
But Dont Know Can Get It Bo~
Either Economy Or Business Management~
Hope Can Get Economy~
Coz Daddy Wan Me To~
And Better~
But More Calculation~
>,<
But Can Extend To Accountant~
That Why I Wan~
But There Are Geography Subject~
It Been Two Years I Dint Study Geo~!!!
How How~
What I Had Learn In Form1 Till Form3 I Had Forget La~
Quite Hard For Me~
But I Had Promise Daddy~
So I Must Study Hard For It~!!!
For My Better Future~!!!!!!!
I Must~!!!
Hehehe~ ^^

My Pig Is Sick~
I Had Called About 20++ Of Phone To Him~
But He Dint Answer~
So Decide To Wait For Him~
At Last He Sms Me~
And Told That He Is Sick~
And Having Fever~
Oh No~
Worry Worry~
He Reached Home About 3.++~
Then Went To Sleep Till~
I Dont Know When~
:x
And I Had Make Something For My Pig~
I Get This Idea From A Pic~
So I Make It For Him~
Hehehe~
It Is A Secret~
Hope Can Give Him This Week~
XD

Tomoro Will Start My Form6 Life~
Holidays Is End~
No More Holidays~
Cant HoneyMoon Le~
Must Study Le~
T.T

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The Picture For Today~
I Like The 1st Picture~
XD~
Look So Cute And Funny And Dummy~
Blek Blek Blek~
Oh Ya~
When I Went School They Tot I Was Form3~
Wakakaka~
So Happy About It~
I Am Still 15 Year Old~
Bla Bla Bla~
^^

10:21 PM

♥

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

Morning~
>,<
I Was Awake On 7.30~
Still Sleepy~
But Cant Sleep~
My Pig Are Still In Miri Wif His Friends~
Yesterday Was Long Q~
So He Cant Back Yesterday~
Bo Jadi~
He Will Back Today~
But I Will Start Form6 Today~
Going To Registration Later~
With Irene And Meng Hann~
Be Bulb Again *Bling Bling*~
They Going To Have Breakfast 1st~
And I Going To Photostat Something~
Haiz..
Me So Kacau Wan Jadi Bulb~
Suddenly So Missing My Pig~
:x *He Is My Everything*
Sorry~
I Dont Want To Say Goodbye~
Please~
Dont Force Me To Say Goodbye~
You Know I Wont Say Goodbye~
And Never Say Goodbye~
You Are My Everything~
Now And Forever~
I Cant Leave Without You~
I Wont Let Go~
As Long You Dont Let Go Me~
I Will Keep Going For You~

I Miss You~

And~

I Love You~

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Love This Song So Much~
^^

Here The Lyric~

❤萧贺硕-我爱你❤

曾经有过美丽的梦

一起微笑一起牵手走过

不在乎是否能永久

仿佛没有尽头

以为自己一直都懂

你的眼神透露出些什么

每一个有你陪伴的日落都很快乐

喔 Salanheo 爱的理由不会有错

就算换了时空也会做相同的梦

伸出手请带我走

Salanheo 爱的理由不会有错

笑着流泪的我对你许下了承诺

爱已经停留

以为自己一直都懂

你的眼神透露出些什么

每一个有你陪伴的日落都很快乐

噢Salanheo爱的理由不会有错

就算换了时空也会做相同的梦

伸出手请带我走

Salanheo 爱的理由不会有错

笑着流泪的我对你许下了承诺

爱已经停留

这一段路我陪你走

走得再远都是真的拥有在我心中

Salanheo

就算换了时空也会做相同的梦

伸出手请带我走

Salanheo 爱的理由不会有错

笑着流泪的我对你许下了承诺

爱已经停留

猪，我爱你~^^

7:56 AM

♥ Sunday, May 9, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

❤Mother's Day❤

Happy Mother's Day To All Mommy~
And Of Coz~
Happy Mother's Day To My Mommy~
Muakzz~
Give A Lot Of Kisses To My Mom Today~
Muakz Muakzzz~
I Love You, Mom~!!!!!
Thank For Being My Mom~!!!!!!
Please Stay Healthy And Happy Always~

Hahaha~
Quite Happy Today~
Coz Having Big Dinner Wif My Parent~
Hehehe~
Celebrate Mother's Day~
Then We Watch Movie Together In The Living Room~
And I Was The Bulb~*bling bling*
After That~
Daddy Looking For His Old Photo~
Searching Around~
Mommy Is Lazy To Help Him To Search~
So She Sit At The Living Room~
Watching Show~
>,<
Then I Found The Old Photo~
Worh~
Daddy Damn Slim And Skinny When He Was Young~
Handsome Man~
:p *blek*
And Daddy Show Me His Ex GF Photo~
Hahaha~ Dancing Picture~
O.o~
He Show Off To Mommy Too~
But Mommy Just Sit There~
And Ignoring~
HoHoHoHo~
Mommy Jealous-ing~
HaHaHaHaHa~
It Was Really Fun Times When With My Family~
YuHuu~

Yesterday Rearrange My Room~
My Bed Remain The Same Place~
My Computer And Study Table And My Mirror~
Change Places Jor~
My Room Look Smaller~
But Never Mind La~
New School Life With New Room Style~
Wakaka~
And My Study Table~
I Had Clear Stock~
Form4 And Form5 Books Had Being Take Out~
Left My Form6 Books~
My Sis's Form6 Books~
Pengajian Am~
>,<
Tomoro Will Be Going For Form6 Registration~
At Last~
My Holidays End Today~
T.T * I Hope My Holidays Could Extend Forever *
Erm...
Yes~
Gracie Will Be Same Class With Me~
She Wan Change To Art Side Too~
She Wan To Have Account~
Yeah Yeah Yeah~

^^
Ok That All For Today~
Wish Me Good Luck For Tomoro~

------------------------------------------------------------------

The Reply Message For Those Who Leave Message For Me In My Shout Mix~

To Ping Ping,
Hey Hey~ Thank Ya~
I Know~
I Had Think About Everything~
^^
I Will Always Remember Him~
My Big Daddy In Heaven~
I Know He Is Always Beside Me~
And Giving Me Strength To Facing Everthing~
No Matter What Happen My Love For Him Will Never Change~
^^
Thank Ya~
Love You Too~

To Guest,
对，
我自私，
我只想我自己，
因为我真的爱他，
所以我不愿意放手，
我真的不愿意，
无论有多痛苦，
我都会要走下去，
只要他不放手，
我绝不放手，
我一定要牵着他一起走下去，
我真的很自私，
我只想要占有他，
我不想让给别人，
我真的不想，
这条路，
在多难走，
我都要坚持~

To Achel Bk~
我不够勇敢，
所以什么都憋着，
什么都不说，
什么都忍着，
我以为我的忍受，
可以包容一切，
但是不能，
最后我的忍耐还是爆发了，
哭了，
累了，
一大堆问题出现了，
对，
我们不是在演偶像剧，
一切都不会像计划中一样完美，
我要拥有他，
不管他怎么说，
我只想自己只属于他，
所以不要放手，
就算被人说我死缠烂打，
我也不要，
我只想爱他，
我不要把我的爱分散给别人，
我只想给他，
所以我不要，
也不肯，
再多难受，
我一定要逼自己，
继续下去~

To Alvina,
我猜你也知道我要说什么了，
如果你看了我对其他说的，
对不起，
我真的不愿意放手，
这个决定，
注定我的一生，
注定我的一辈子，
无论怎样都好，
我不想要离开，
也不想放手，
除非他先放手，
但是就算他先放手，
我应该真的死缠烂打，
死都要赖着他，
也许我们真不会有好结果，
但是我不后悔，
因为我知道，
我这辈子真的不会再这么深爱一个人，
从以前被他伤，
直到现在，
我还是依然不想放手，
我很傻，
但是我觉得值得~

^^
Had Replied~

11:02 PM

♥ Saturday, May 8, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

❤因为爱你，所以傻得甘愿...❤

只因为我爱你，
我会时不时想起你的好，
想起你对我说过的话，
想起你与我的点点滴滴，
而那些不好的，
也被我锁在了心灵的深处，
不让它破坏你在我心中的完美形象...

只因为我爱你，
我会时时刻刻地注意着你，
却又怕被你发现，
所以我都默默地躲在你的背后，
支持着你...

只因为我爱你，
我可以半夜不睡觉，
等着你的一封温馨的信息，
只希望知道你是安好的，
我也就放心了...

只因为我爱你，
我可以不顾别人的看法，
一心只要对你好，
无论别人怎么批评，
我依然相信，
我的选择是对的..

只因为我爱你，
我放弃了我的骄傲，
我放弃了我的任性，
愿意低下头来，
换取好好和你相处的机会...

只因为我爱你，
一切的一切都不再重要了，
打从我爱你的那一刻起，
我已经不再是我了，
因为我的生命中，
只剩下你了...

或许你会觉得我的很傻，
但我傻的甘愿，傻得很幸福，
只因为我爱你~

我只想静静地守侯在你的身边，
就算结局不完美，
我也无怨无悔...

你可以不爱我，
但不能阻止我爱你...

因为爱，所以傻，

我只想对你好...

11:23 PM

♥

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

啊蓝说我没用，
真的很没用，
老是不爱面对，
老是爱逃避一切。

晶说我为什么那么傻，
怎么说也说不听，
为什么要这样委屈自己，
为什么要这样牺牲自己。

Bk说我竟然选择了他，
也知道他跟其他人不一样，
也知道他连我第一个条件都办不到，
但是我还是选择了他。

在他人眼中，
到底是怎样想呢？
我哭得眼肿，
睡也睡不好，
憔悴的脸又再次出现了，
一个你们不想看到的我，
又来了，
我是不是应该回避呢？
还是装一副没关系的样子呢？
该骗自己习惯了？
应该接受一切？

我真的不想放手，
我不要，
我不要，
我不敢放开，
我怕，
我真的怕，
我害怕一切，
所以我始终选择不，
不放，
我就是不肯放开，
这一切，
都是我自己选择的路，
所以无论多难走，
我还是地走下去。

8:28 AM

♥ Friday, May 7, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

刚刚走路回家啦，
在路上感觉好黑暗，
好空白，
感觉走不完，
有一堆的狗，
我害怕，
但是还是逼自己走下去，
这条路，
这条回家的路我走得好久，
好暗的环境，
一步一步的逼自己走，
走着走着，
突然感觉累了，
突然不想走了，
结果，
我停下脚步，
大哭了，
躲在一个没人看见的角落，
静静地大哭了，
没有任何人发现，
那时好寂寞，
好黑暗，
好空虚，
好希望有个人，
可以出现在我面前，
不管是谁，
把我扶起来，
擦干我的眼泪，
默默的听着我诉苦，
什么都不说，
只是静静地听，
也不投诉，
把肩膀借给我，
让我在大哭，
抱着我，
但是没有，
看着电话，
一封封的信息都不是安慰，
都不是关心，
都不是我想要的依靠，
最终，
我还是依靠了自己，
哭，
就只有哭能安慰自己了，
我真的该醒了吗？
在那角落我想了很久很久，
也大哭了好久，
我真的不想放弃，
我不想，
我怕，
可是我真的不想要，
所以我从来没开口过，
因为我曾经失去过，
我不知道老天爷给我第二次机会，
还会不会有第三次，
所以我坚持不放，
这条路走的遍体鳞伤，
我还是要走下去，
有多辛苦，
有多难受，
我还是要走下去，
一路走来，
都不好受，
我是该习惯了，
但是为什么还是，
还是很难受，
还是很辛苦呢，
走着走着，
走回家了，
看着自己熟悉的家，
到家了，
趴在床上，
累了，
累了，
着回家的路，
走的好久好久，
走了怎么久，
其实我只是把回家的时间拉长，
很希望你回来，
真的很希望你回来，
一直等一直等，
直到没有，
我看不到你的人影，
最后还是没有,
都没有,
没有~

这句话我不知道我说了多少次，
每次在我需要你时，
你都不在，
重复了很多很多次，
还是没有，
结果我学会了独立，
假扮自己独立，
认为自己真的可以，
至终，
我做不到，
真的做不到，
我坚强不了，
我装不了，
每一天的等待，
每一天的失落，
照成我坚强不了，
果然，
期望越高失望越大，
我知道你害怕，
难道我不怕吗？
难道不担心吗？
我试着，
但是还是不行，
最后，
我办不到~

每一天等着你的信息，
我真的好累，
好累，
明天你去玩啦，
你安心的去玩吧，
我不打扰你~

11:35 PM

♥

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

*Panda Eyes*
Morning To Those Who Read My Blog~
>,<
I Cant Sleep Well Again~
I Slept On 2.00 am~
And Woke Up On 6.00~
4 Hours Of Sleep Only~
Was Tired And Gastric~
I Was Gastric Last Night~
I Need Is The Corn Soup~
T.T
I Had Study Pengajian Am Last Night~
And Practice My Speaking~
The Pengajian Am Are Just Like Sejarah~
Sleepy * Eyes Are Heavy* =.=
But At Least I Read Chapter 1 Till Half~
Only Half~
For Two Night~
:x *Speechless*~
Then I Study MUET~
Actually It Is Not Count As Study~
It Is Just Reading~
Simply Read Everything In My Sis's Book~
And I Do My Speaking By Reading English Articles~
I Cant Pronouns Well~ *!@#%^&^$%()%#!#!!)(%#*
Deh~
Really Tired And Stress On My English Speaking~
Those Past Tense Ar~
Future Present Tense Ar~
Or What Else Ar~
Was Bluring Me~
>,< *Deh Deh Deh Deh Deh*
Daddy Giving Me Pressure~
He Say I Must Take For My MUET~
Like My Brother And Sister~
Actually It Is Hard For Me~
Very Hard~!!!!!
>,< *Argh~~~~~~*
That Why It Is So Stress~
Not Much Time To Be Waste~
Everything Will Be Difficult If I Dint Try~
:x *Daddy Told Me De*
Stress Stress~

6:14 AM

♥ Thursday, May 6, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

❤ My Wish List ❤

Here My Wish For This Year~
I Am Greedy~
10 Wishes~!!!
^^

1.和他一起去海边~
2.跟姐妹们一起去海边玩~
3.可以买到一双自己合身也很喜欢的高跟鞋~
4. 粉红VaiO Laptop~ :x
5.新的电话~（实现了，虽然不是自己要的model，可是是爸爸送的生日礼物，^^)
6.学会驾车~！！！
7.学会坚强和独立~
8.找到Partner（虽然很难，但希望能找到~）
9.努力减肥把体重保持在55kg~:x
10. Last 可以买很多很多衣服~ (最近爱上买衣服了~Shopping~:x)

That All~
^^

8:12 PM

♥ Wednesday, May 5, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

YuHuu~
Here I Come~
Hahaha~
I Have Back To Myself~
Erm...
1st~
I Wan To Congratz To Joy Chin~
My Cousin~
Congratz~!!!!
She Got "Maxis Scholarship For Excellence~"
Congratz~
We Are Proud About It~!!!!
Keep Going~!!!!

2nd~
I Start Studying My "Pergajian Am"~
Known As General Paper~
>,<
It Look Like History For Me~
One Word And The Only Word~
Sleepy~!!!!!!

3rd~
Daddy Wan Me Start Speak English~
And Improve My Vocalbulary~
Stop Using Simple English~
And Broken English~
He Wan Me To Read News Too~
And Correct My Verbs~
>,<
Oh No~

4th~
Form6 Registration Start 10 Of May~
Mean New Week~!!!!
Argh~!!!!!
I Hope My Holidays Could Extend~
Please~
T.T

5th~
Polikteknik List Will Be Out On 8 Of May~
Erm...
But Daddy Say Mostly Will Go For Form6~
Form6 Better Than Polikteknik~
>,<
But Which One I Want~
Decide Later~

Ok~
Tat All~
>,<
5 Things I Wan To Blog For~
Erm...
Not Much Special Happen For This Few Days~
Feel Much Better Now~
I Wont Give Up~
No Matter How Hard It Is~
I Dont Want To Give Up~
^^

I Miss You~!!!!

7:17 PM

♥

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

❤ 很多女生都是这样哦 ❤

有一种女孩子在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，
在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，
并喜欢一咋一呼的说：“滚，滚蛋，坏蛋，笨蛋”。
不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，
大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。...

这一种女孩子偶尔看到街上的情侣时，
也会幻想，也会羡慕，
幻想着将来自己的恋爱
该是多么的帅气，多么的温柔，多么的甜蜜

这一种女孩子，
喜欢和自己的姐妹在一起打闹，大呼小叫。
即使没有男朋友，
在她的世界里，也有她的骄傲！

这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁，
朋友问她怎么了她也只会说没事
其实她只是感觉累了，
她只是需要一个拥抱。

这样的女孩子恋爱的时候
喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。
不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理，
其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！

这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛，
如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，
她一定会狠心的离开你。
不要怪她太绝情，
她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要，
她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！

这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，
大声的笑，放声的闹。
当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”
她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。
哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

若她喜欢上你，请你不要在她的世界里消失。
她没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。
她只是想静静的看着你，
当你的观众，仅此而已。

如果你们已经在一起了，
请你好好珍惜她。
这样的女孩子、太傻，
请你别让她受伤。

10:15 AM

♥ Monday, May 3, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

其实我真的好想你，但是你这个笨蛋永远都不会理解我。

我没有很想你
我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息

，有没有你的未接来电。
我没有很想你
我只是在上网的时候，首先关注你的空间，看看你最近是不是有更新。
我没有很想你
我只是在聊天的时候，翻阅你发给我的短信，看着你的照片，回忆一下那些美好时光
我没有很想你
我只是饿了会想你饿么，冷了想你会冷么
我没有很想你
我只是走在大街上看到男男女女，好希望那一对对里有我们
我没有很想你
我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音，放在我身边，并时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好
我没有很想你
我只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事啊
我没有很想你
我只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白
我没有很想你
我只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音
我没有很想你
我只是在别人无意提起你的时候，愣在那里，不知答话
我没有很想你
我只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话，等待着你说晚安
我没有很想你
我只是睡不着的时候想想你，但是，我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着
我没有很想你
我只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你……
或许想念只属于某一个人，如果两个人都在想念彼此，那一定是一对幸福的恋人

我很想你~

9:05 PM

♥

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

Erm...
Had Cry For Today Again~
Twice~
>,<
Form6 Can Be Check Today~
I Get Chosen~
But~
Daddy Want Me Go For Art Side~
But I Wan Science Stream~
At Last~
Dad Make The Decision~
Dad Want Me To Choose~
Accountant Or Lawyer~
I Have No Idea~
Coz I Not Interested In Both Of This~
So How~
Daddy Say Give Myself A Try~
Go For Form6 1st~
If Really Cant Then Plan For Other~
Form6 Will Start On 10 Of May~
So Early~
I Have To Continue My School Life Again~
Secondary School Life~
T.T
Haizzzzzzzz~

Daddy Brought Me New Phone Today~
So Suddenly~
>,<
He Dint Ask Me~
Then He Buy For Me~
He Simply Buy~
Nokia 6300~
This Is Not I Want~
But Daddy Use Credit Card To Buy One~
What To Do~
Argh~
Cant Change~
So I Juz Take It And Appreciate~
I Must Learn To Appreciate~

Erm...
I Get My Lesson Today~
Maybe I Should Learn To Be Appreciate In Everything~
Should Stop Blaming~
There Are A Lot Of People Want Go For Form6~
But They Cant~
So I Should Be Happy And Appreciate~
This Is Really My Another Chance~
So Hope I Could Do Well~
^^

6:58 PM

♥

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

Copy From Charlene's Blog~
Translate By Charlene~

❤BOYFRIEND 男朋友❤

男朋友就是为了陪你而放弃了他最爱的玩游戏、打篮球的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who willing to stop gaming & playing basketball BECAUSE OF YOU;

男朋友就是每天不厌其烦的陪你吃饭、打水、散步、自习、送你回宿舍（家）的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who never leave you alone;

男朋友就是虽然身上没什么钱，也会请你吃饭的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who willing to treat you eat even he is lack of cash;

男朋友就是早晨你醒来时第一个想到的那个人；
Boyfriend is the first one who you will thinking of in the morning;

男朋友就是能跟你打电话聊到半夜都舍不得挂的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who willing to accompany you till late night;

男朋友就是在你最艰难的时候陪伴在你身边的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one when you're in trouble he'll always stand by you;

男朋友就是为了不让你担心，无论出了什么事都要自己默默承担的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who never tell you about their problem and bear it themselves;

男朋友就是手机里总是存满你给他发的短信，直到信箱满了都舍不得删掉的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one you'll never delete their msgs even ur inbox is full;

男朋友就是无论你是不是漂亮都会夸赞你漂亮的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who will Praise you're Beautiful even you ain't;

男朋友就是以玩游戏为由察看你的手机纪录，确信跟你常联系的都是你的女性朋友才放心的那个
人；
Boyfriend is the one who might check your phone by telling you that he is going to play the game meanwhile he just want to confirm those besties are always with you all the time;

男朋友就是学会唱他认为好听的歌，然后在你耳边唱给你听的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who will trying to practice singing their fav song and do it to you;

男朋友就是在你任性、耍小脾气时，也会忍住脾气不会冲你发火的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who will never lose tempered on you even when you're stubborn;

男朋友就是看到你流泪时，为你擦去泪水给你一个温暖拥抱的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who gonna wipe out your tears and give you a warm hug;

男朋友就是就算你犯了错误，也舍不得骂你的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who will not scolding you when you make mistake;

男朋友就是可以在车站等你很久也不会介意的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who can wait you without any complaint;

男朋友就是明明最不喜欢逛街，还能陪你一家一家的逛到你觉得满意为止的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who will accompany you shopping even he not really like to;

男朋友就是最爱在你面前展露他的本领的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who always showing off his ability in front of you;

男朋友就是有着宽厚的肩膀可以让你随时依靠的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who will lend you his shoulder whenever you need it;

男朋友就是吃饭时放慢速度等你的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who willing to slow down their speed when having meal with you;

男朋友就是总是让你走在马路内侧的那个人 & 过马路时会紧紧拉住你的手的人；
Boyfriend is the one who will never let your hand go even across the road and always be the one who stand near to the vehicle;

男朋友就是就算情人节也不会买花给你，让你对他又爱又气的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who may no give you roses during valentine day and make you unhappy;

男朋友就是深夜为你开着手机的那个人；
Boyfriend is the one who will never OFF his phone BECAUSE OF YOU;

男朋友就是用自行车带你出去兜风的那个人……
Boyfriend is the one who drive you around;

10:49 AM

♥

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

Erm...
Trying To Forget Everything Had Happen~
Trying To Ignore~
And Continue My Life~
Maybe Just Like Shelley Had Say~
Should Get Use To It~
Maybe I Should~
If I Wan To Keep This Relationship~
I Must Just Keep Going~
No Matter How Hard It Is~
No Matter How Pain It Is In My Heart~
I Must~
I Know That~
Each Relationship Have To Pass Through Many Challenge~
Challenge That Around Us~
There Are Many Thing That Happen Around Us~
It Is Influenced Us~
Influenced Ours Relationship~
Maybe I Should Not Believe What I Had Heard For Others~
I Should Choose To Believe You~
But Sometime~
Just My Mind Cant Be Controlled By Me~
I Had Think Too Much~
I Just Dont Like Secret~
I Hate If There Are Secret Between Us~
I Hate When You Dint Tell Me Anything~
I Hate When You Dint Reply My Msg~
I Hate When I Cant Reach Your Phone~
I Hate When Asking "Where Are You" Everytime~
I Hate When I Heard Thing About You From Others~
I Hate When I Needed You, And You Never There~
I Hate When I Was Alone, And You Wasn't Here~
I Hate When Other Ask Me Thing About You, And I Dont Know Anything~
I Hate When There Is Something Happened And I Dont Know~
I Hate When My Dad Ask Me Thing About You And I Dont Know How To Answer~
I Just Dont Like All Of These~
And I Should Not Be Too Dramatic~
Everyone Says That "Life Is Drama, Drama Is Life - 人生如戏，戏如人生"~
But For Sure Is Not True~
Everything Happened In Drama Had Been Arrange~
So It Could Just Go Perfectly~
In Life You Have To Risk~
Risk With You Own Life~
That Why~
I No Longer Believe In Fairy Tales Anymore~
You Had Wake Me From My Fairy Tales~
So I Have To Face The Reality~
No Matter How Cruel The Reality Had Treated Me~
I Have To Face It~
Reality Is Always So True~
It Is No Longer A Dream~
I Am Awake Now~

Sorry Friends~
If You Guys See This~
Sure Will Scold Me~
Sorry~
I Just Cant Do It~
I Cant Leave Him~
Bk And Jing~
Thank For Being My Side All The Time~
And Support Me~
Thank You~
Alvina~
Sorry For Dint Tell You The Truth~
You Know I Scare Of You~
No More Worry About Me~
I Will Be Fine~
And I Will Back~
Friends~
Me, Stephanie~
I Will Be Back~
I Will Be Happy, Silly And Crazy Like I Was~
I Will Continue Enjoy My Life No Matter How Hard Is It~
I Will Be Myself And No More Hiding Myself~
I Will Be The True Me With No Pretending~
I Promise~
That I Will~
Pray For Me My Friends~
I Need Yours Prayer For Me~
Wish Me Good Luck~
^^

8:31 AM

♥ Sunday, May 2, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

❤ You Had Out Of Chances~ ❤

I Am Tired~
I Try~
And Try~
I Tot Everything Could Be FIX~
No No No~
I Had Giving You Chances~
Many~
But You Seem Just Like Nothing~
So I Am Tired~
Tired Of Giving You Chances~
I Need A Long Rest~

The Teddy's Leg Is Broken~
Actually I Wan To Throw Away~
But I Try To Fix It~
I Use Super Glue To Glue It Back~
But I Realize His Leg Cant Be Move~
Feel Like Something Bad Is Happening~
I Am Confusing Whether Should I Keep It Or Not~
Or Just Take It Away~
I Dont Know~
It Make Me Realize That~
My Heartbroken~
No Matter How Many I Do To Fix It~
It Still Will Broke~
You Are The Only Glue~
But You Never Try To Fix It~

11:36 PM

♥

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

I Cant Sleep Yesterday Night~
Actually Not Yesterday~
Is This Morning~
I Lay On My Bed On 1.30 am~
Just Tired~
Dad Force Me To Bed~
He Scold Me~
So I Went To Sleep~
But...
I Cant Sleep~
I Am So Stress~
I Cry Again~
I Tot I Could Stop Crying~
But No~
I Cant~
My Tears Just Fall Out~
I Am Really Tired~
Luckily I Got My MP3 With Me~
Coz Daddy Dont Wan Me To Play Com~
Chit Chat There~
Listen To My Songs All Night~
About 5.++ I Just Fall A Sleep~
Daddy Is Awake~
Wake Up On 7.00~
Coz I Cant Sleep~
Sleep For Two Hours Only~
Then Get Ready For Church~
Almost Faint In Toilet Again~
>,<
In Church~
Dint Have Mood To Sing~
Sorry Guys~
Tired But Dont Wan To Sleep~
Went Shopping With Mommy Just Now~
Holding Mommy Hand All The Time While Shopping~
Love It~
Mommy Muakzzz Muakzzz~

I Am Tired~
I Wish I Could Run Away And Give Myself A Long Rest~
Is There Any Field?
I Wan To Run~
I Wan To Run~
Run Till I Faint~
Dandelion~
Are You Real?
Can You Take Away My Troubles?
Can You?
I Just Hope I Could Be Myself~
And Stop Hiding~
T.T

12:18 PM

♥ Saturday, May 1, 2010

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

I Think This Time I Really Tired~
No More Excuse~
Dont Wan To Lie To Myself Anymore~
I Was Confusing~
I Dont Know Whether Should I Believe What You Say~
I Am So Stress~!!!!!!!
I Am A Big LOSER~
A Big Big Big Loser~
In Everything~
I Cant Fix Anything~
Even Myself~
My Heart Broken And Broken Again~
Now~
I Dont Think I Can Fix It~
You Are The Only Glue To Fix It~
I Keep Hiding Myself When I With You~
I Tot You Will Realize It~
But At Last~
NO NO NO~
You Never Realize~
I Think I Really Need A Long Long Rest~
I Dont Care Now~
I Dont Know Is Was You Move Infront Or Me Or What~
I Really Dont Know Whether You Care About Me Or Not~!!!!
I Dont Know~!!!!!!!!
I Really Dont Know~!!!!!!!!
I Cant Feel Dint You Care Or Not~
I Cant Sense Anything~
I Just Hope We Would Be Forever~
But I Dint See Anything When I Am With You~
I Am Tired Guessing What Is In Your Mind~
I Am Tired To Figure Out What Happen Between Me And You~
Coz You Never Realize There Is Problem Between Me And You~
I Am Tired Of Crying About It~
I Am Tired When I Am Angry And You Seem Like Dont Care~
I Am Tired When You Dont Know What Happen To Me~
I Am Tired When I Need You And You Never Be There For Me~
I Am Tired When I Do Everything But You Seem Like You Dont Care~
I Dont Know What Happen Actually~
We Less Communicate?
Or What?
Just I Wish There Is Nothing Happen~
I Should Stop Crying~
My Tears Is Drying~
My Eyes Are Red~
My Mind Is Dizzying~
Just I Wish You Could Understand~
I Need You To Open My Heart To Hear What I Wan To Say~
And I Need You To Open You Heart To Listen What I Had Say~
I Need You~
Please~

Sorry Friends~
Sorry For Worry About Me~
I Know I Am A Big Loser~
BK~
I Wish I Could Be You Now~
So I Can Be Brave And Facing Everything~
Jing~
I Know I Should Choose To Be Happy~
Selfish In My Own Happiness~
But You Know I Cant Do It~
I Just Cant~
Actually It Wasnt I Cant~
Is I Dont Wan~
Sorry I Make You Disappoint Again~
Alvina~
I Know I Always Dint Tell You What Happen~
Coz I Know You Will Scold Me~
And Told To Do The Same Thing Like Wif Bk And Jing~
But I Just Cant Let Go~
Sorry~
Gracie~
I Know I Had Happen A Lot Of Thing While You In PLKN~
I Really Wish You Could Be Here For Me~
Coz You Are The Only One Can Listen And Dint Give Me Any Complain~
Sorry I Dint Tell You What Had Happen This Few Weeks~
A Blue~
Sorry For Scolded You Yesterday~
I Dont Mean To~
Just Sometime You Should Think For Other People Side Too~
Dont Be To Selfish~
Actually You Are Must More Lucky Than Other~
Than Me~
Sometime I Wish You Were Him~
Or He Could Just Have A Bit You Character In Him~
So I Could Be Must More Happy~
But No And Never~

Dear Friends~
Sorry For Dint Tell You Guys The Truth~
Really Sorry~
I Had Hiding Myself For Three Week~
I Cant Stand It Anymore~
I Hope I Could Be That Happy, Silly And Crazy Stephanie Back~
I Really Hope I Could~
Please Pray For Me~
I Need You Guys A Lot~

To Someone~
Please Stop Comparing Me With Other~
Please Please Please~
I Beg You~
I Know I Am Not Good Enough~
I Know I Had Make You Disappoint~
But Stop Blaming Me~
I Dont Wan To Have This Ending~
What Can I Do???
Do I Want All Of This~
And You Never Listen To Me~!!!!
Sometime You Just Spoil My Wish~
My Hope~
You Never Support On Me~!!!!
I Am Tired~

I Wish That My Life Have A Stop,

Forward,Backward,

Pause And Skip~

Press Stop When I Am Tired~

Press Forward When I

Dont Wan To Know

And Dont Wat To See Anything~

Press Backward When I Want To

Recall Some Memories~

Press Skip When I Dont Want To

Face The Reality~

10:34 PM

♥

DaNDeLiOn GirL~ ♥

Having Ginger Tea This Morning~
Mommy Make For Me~
>,<
Coz My Period Come Lately Again~
So Mommy Make Ginger Tea For Me~
Sis Brought It From KL For Me~
I Dont Like The Smell And The Taste~
It Taste ...Yuck....
Really Hate The Taste~
I Drank A Lot Of Cold Water~
Although Mommy Say No More Cold Water~
But I Still Drink~
Wakakaka~
Finally Mommy Home~!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah Yeah~
I Can Rest~
No More Housewife's Work~
Yeah Yeah~
So Happy~
But I Know From Monday Till Friday~
I Still Have To Cook Lunch~
And Wash Dish~
:x
But Much More Better Le Lor~
No Need Work Form Day To Night~
HuHuHuHuHu~

On 29 Of April~
One Of My Good Friend~
TPC~
Go To Lawas Le~
She Will Go KK On 30 Of April~
Then Use Flight To KL On 1st Of May~
T.T
Deh~
TPC~!!!!!!!
I Missed You~
Must Take Care Yourself There Ya~
Haizzzz~
Still Got A Lot Nonsense Not Yet Tell You Ler~

Ok~
It Is 1st Of May~
>,<
They Say Can Check For IPTA For Today~
I Am Scare And Confusing~
I Dont Think I Could Get Any~
Scare For It~
Please Please~
It Is Also Labour Day~
Will Go Town Later~
To Accompany My Sweet Gracie~
She Wan Go Buy Things~
And I Wan To Accompany She~
Miss She A Lot Lor~
But Daddy Still Sleeping Ler~
:x
"Daddy Wake Up~"
Hahaha~
Gracie Will Go Back PLKN On Tomoro~
Haizzzz....
Miss You~!!!
T.T
I Wont Cry This Time~!!!

Ok~
Tat All~
Waiting For My Sis To On9~

8:52 AM