Today Wake Up Wif A Feeling~
I Not Sure What Is The Feeling~
But I Know~
I Hav Choose The Right Decision~
Juz Accept The Reality Now~
Nothing Can Be Change Now~
Believe In Myself Than I Can Do It~
Look For A Better Future~
Stop Blaming Others~
Blaming Myself~
And Face The Problem~
Even Thought My Result Is Hard To Get Into College Or U~
Coz I Juz Need One More Credit For My Science Subject~
>,<
But I Must Stop Think About It~
I Must Accept It~
This Is Reality~
Nothing Can Be Change Anymore~
Juz Take It~
Yesterday Night~
Brother Scolded Me From Msn~
He Wan To Call Me~
But I Refuse~
I Say Daddy And Mommy Is Sleeping Liao~
So He Dont Wan To Call Me~
The Scolded Me From Msn~
Haiz...
Luckily Only For Half Hours~
Then He When To Sleep~
Actually I Am Scare~
I Scare Brother Will Back Home For Holidays~
Although It Is Impossible~
Coz He Working Now~
I Know When He Back~
He Sure Will Scolded More Than Msn~
>,<
Bo Bian~
I Am Not Smart Like Brother And Sister~
But At Least I Really Try Hard On It~
Haiz...
Nvm~
Let The Pass Be The Past Past Past~
Stop Thinking About It~
Grandmom Keep Asking About My Result~
I Dont Know How To Tell She~
I Am Scare~
Coz She Is Old Liao~
I Dont Wan To Make She Disappoint On Me~
I Am So Sorry Grandmom~
I Dont Mean It I Dont Wan To Tell You~
Juz I Dont Know How To Face It~
I Am Scare To Tell You About It~
Sorry Grandmom~
I Am So Sorry~
Please Forgive Me~
Let Me Find The Suitable Time To Tell You~
So Now~
I Hav To Think For What I Wan~
And What I Can Go Wif My Result~
Relax My Mind~
And Think~
I Must Stop Blaming Myself~
Coz It Is Too Late~
Nothing Can Be Change~
Juz Accept It~
Take A Big Deep Breath~
And Everything Will Be Just Fine~
March 2009
